the kingdom of heaven
is like an old dog
curled up in a
sunbeam
snoring his praise
in solitude;
the kingdom of heaven
is like a seashell
burrowed under the beach
which a little girl
found
and gave to her best
friend
in the bleak midwinter;
the kingdom of heaven
is like a
sprinkle of
fireflies
skimming across the
lawn, just
out of the
reach
of dancing
kittens;
the kingdom
is . . .
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
who forgives God? (Genesis 22:1-14)
when
in that hedgerow
woven tight with the
vines of despair,
the thorns of loss
pricking at us,
we find no ram
caught by its horns;
when
we cling desperately to
each other as our
child is wheeled
towards the surgery,
where her life is placed
in the hands of strangers,
and no angel comes
running down the hall, yelling
'wait!'
when
we have mailed the letter
to that old friend whose
heart our anger broke
all those years ago,
but no word of pardon comes;
when
the doctor comes into
our room, but the words
uttered are not
"it's benign";
when
there is no last minute
reprieve
in the sentence of
loneliness
which has been pronounced
upon us;
when,
do we forgive
you?
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
in that hedgerow
woven tight with the
vines of despair,
the thorns of loss
pricking at us,
we find no ram
caught by its horns;
when
we cling desperately to
each other as our
child is wheeled
towards the surgery,
where her life is placed
in the hands of strangers,
and no angel comes
running down the hall, yelling
'wait!'
when
we have mailed the letter
to that old friend whose
heart our anger broke
all those years ago,
but no word of pardon comes;
when
the doctor comes into
our room, but the words
uttered are not
"it's benign";
when
there is no last minute
reprieve
in the sentence of
loneliness
which has been pronounced
upon us;
when,
do we forgive
you?
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
trinity
you're not fuzzy math
that just doesn't add up,
you're the dad
who nags us
to go mow the lawn
for the laid-up neighbor;
you're the mom
who announces 'we're
having left-overs tonight;
that immigrant family
whose care broke down
is enjoying the pot roast.'
you're no theological
jawbreaker,
you're our BFF,
totally (and always)
for us, even
when we have trouble
taking your side;
you're our mate
who knows us inside out,
accepting us just as we are,
pushing us to become more
than we expect.
you're not a mystery
wrapped in an enigma,
you're the thunderstorm
that rattles our conscience
awake;
you're
the gentle breeze
that cools our fevered
fears.
you're not a doctrine,
you're a
chameleon!
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
that just doesn't add up,
you're the dad
who nags us
to go mow the lawn
for the laid-up neighbor;
you're the mom
who announces 'we're
having left-overs tonight;
that immigrant family
whose care broke down
is enjoying the pot roast.'
you're no theological
jawbreaker,
you're our BFF,
totally (and always)
for us, even
when we have trouble
taking your side;
you're our mate
who knows us inside out,
accepting us just as we are,
pushing us to become more
than we expect.
you're not a mystery
wrapped in an enigma,
you're the thunderstorm
that rattles our conscience
awake;
you're
the gentle breeze
that cools our fevered
fears.
you're not a doctrine,
you're a
chameleon!
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
dare we? (acts 2:1-21)
hesitant enough
to whisper your name,
much less tell others
of your presence in our lives:
dare we ask for
tongues of boldness?
our hearts
fatigued by
the malignancy of poverty,
the terror of our times,
the children wounded in our streets:
dare we ask
for a transplant
of compassion?
souls numbed
by broken lives
and shattered dreams,
grace iceberged
by the chill of our culture:
dare we ask
for just the smallest spark
to engulf us?
dare we hope?
come, Holy Spirit, come!
(c) Thom M. Shuman
to whisper your name,
much less tell others
of your presence in our lives:
dare we ask for
tongues of boldness?
our hearts
fatigued by
the malignancy of poverty,
the terror of our times,
the children wounded in our streets:
dare we ask
for a transplant
of compassion?
souls numbed
by broken lives
and shattered dreams,
grace iceberged
by the chill of our culture:
dare we ask
for just the smallest spark
to engulf us?
dare we hope?
come, Holy Spirit, come!
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
time (Acts 1:6-14)
we're ready;
you know
we are ready for the power
(we've prepared ourselves
for oh so long)
certain we won't abuse it
like so many before us;
but the humility,
the weakness,
the foolishness
you left lying on the ground
as if we should pick them up . . .
we would go anywhere
for you - hop on a
bus, grab the next plane,
spend years out on the
field of dreams, harvesting
a bumper crop of 'them,'
but that 1000 yards down
to the neighbor who has
trouble
getting up on his ladder
to clean his gutters -
that's can't be all there is
to the journey . . .
we have the structure
all in place,
everyone voted to approve
the committees, the task forces,
the bureaucrats, the gofers
(it was unanimous, for pete's sake!);
but committing more than 2 minutes to prayer,
facebooking the folks at the nursing,
blistering our feet in the race for the shelter . . .
we're getting antsy waiting, you know;
does your watch need a new
battery?
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
you know
we are ready for the power
(we've prepared ourselves
for oh so long)
certain we won't abuse it
like so many before us;
but the humility,
the weakness,
the foolishness
you left lying on the ground
as if we should pick them up . . .
we would go anywhere
for you - hop on a
bus, grab the next plane,
spend years out on the
field of dreams, harvesting
a bumper crop of 'them,'
but that 1000 yards down
to the neighbor who has
trouble
getting up on his ladder
to clean his gutters -
that's can't be all there is
to the journey . . .
we have the structure
all in place,
everyone voted to approve
the committees, the task forces,
the bureaucrats, the gofers
(it was unanimous, for pete's sake!);
but committing more than 2 minutes to prayer,
facebooking the folks at the nursing,
blistering our feet in the race for the shelter . . .
we're getting antsy waiting, you know;
does your watch need a new
battery?
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, May 26, 2011
the account (1 Peter 3:13-22)
(9:17 a.m.) while dropping off
the kids at school, the youngest
held on to the door handle, her backpack
pulling her out the car, as she reminded
me about the spring play's dress rehearsal
later this afternoon, her voice relying
on my answer, which came at its usual
rush pace,
'if i get that report done;'
(1:33 p.m.) turning the corner
a little too much in a rush
to get back the office (and the
couch), i just about trip
over the fellow sitting against
the building wall, his handprinted
sign clearly an appeal to the good
conscience in those passing by,
and his eyes turn hollow as i shake
my head from side to side,
while pushing the handful of bills deeper
into my pocket;
(9:59 p.m.) as we shuffle the papers into
neat stacks of reports showing the
challenges we face, and we
try to let the babeled words of
the out-of-touch dreamers slip
from our consciousness,
the group turns towards me (is it only
my imagination?) watching
to hear if i might dare to assure them
God isn't done with them yet,
but i fall back on my meeting-ending mantra,
'any more business we need to conduct?'
at the end of
the day, filling out the columns,
jotting down the details,
i wonder why they don't add up
before putting that ledger marked
hope
back in its place on the shelf.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
the kids at school, the youngest
held on to the door handle, her backpack
pulling her out the car, as she reminded
me about the spring play's dress rehearsal
later this afternoon, her voice relying
on my answer, which came at its usual
rush pace,
'if i get that report done;'
(1:33 p.m.) turning the corner
a little too much in a rush
to get back the office (and the
couch), i just about trip
over the fellow sitting against
the building wall, his handprinted
sign clearly an appeal to the good
conscience in those passing by,
and his eyes turn hollow as i shake
my head from side to side,
while pushing the handful of bills deeper
into my pocket;
(9:59 p.m.) as we shuffle the papers into
neat stacks of reports showing the
challenges we face, and we
try to let the babeled words of
the out-of-touch dreamers slip
from our consciousness,
the group turns towards me (is it only
my imagination?) watching
to hear if i might dare to assure them
God isn't done with them yet,
but i fall back on my meeting-ending mantra,
'any more business we need to conduct?'
at the end of
the day, filling out the columns,
jotting down the details,
i wonder why they don't add up
before putting that ledger marked
hope
back in its place on the shelf.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, May 19, 2011
the stonemason (1st Peter 2:2-10)
we hand you the design
the committee has come up
with, so that the wall will
be layed out in that dogmatic,
unwavering line (no doubts or
deviations) we expect,
but after a quick glance,
you simply place it in the back
of the truck and start
to work;
where we would toss
aside
those who have
have been skipped haphazardly
over the world's waves,
they become the tiestones
to hold the sections together,
while those wearied from
their struggles shape the
soft gentle curves;
untying the bandanna from around
your head,
you quietly rub the dirt
out of the nicks and crevices
caused as they have been ignored,
you gather up the children
and youth,
pouring them into hollow spaces,
as the aggregate to hold
us all together;
when we expect to
be the pride of your
handiwork,
you quietly pick up the
broken, the chipped, the left-over
slivers we kick out of our way,
placing them as the capstones
on the dry stone wall
you are building in the
kingdom.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
the committee has come up
with, so that the wall will
be layed out in that dogmatic,
unwavering line (no doubts or
deviations) we expect,
but after a quick glance,
you simply place it in the back
of the truck and start
to work;
where we would toss
aside
those who have
have been skipped haphazardly
over the world's waves,
they become the tiestones
to hold the sections together,
while those wearied from
their struggles shape the
soft gentle curves;
untying the bandanna from around
your head,
you quietly rub the dirt
out of the nicks and crevices
caused as they have been ignored,
you gather up the children
and youth,
pouring them into hollow spaces,
as the aggregate to hold
us all together;
when we expect to
be the pride of your
handiwork,
you quietly pick up the
broken, the chipped, the left-over
slivers we kick out of our way,
placing them as the capstones
on the dry stone wall
you are building in the
kingdom.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
potluck (John 10:1-10)
at one end of the table,
i can find the meatloaf
slathered with catsup
(the directions for which are
tattered and grease-stained,
held in the recipe book by
the cracked, clear plastic
envelope);
in the middle,
i come across the
carrot-and-raisin salad
the 9-year-old boy learned
how to make
from his great-grandmother,
before she went to the hospital
for
(what proved to be her last)
stay;
years ago,
having tasted the lemon pie
created by the Shakers, Maud
went home and experimented
until she created a
near-perfect copy
(only without all that
sugar)
and she places it lovingly
on the dessert table, next to
the pitchers of cold milk,
the coffee perk-perking along,
lemonade for the little kids
and water for the purists.
if it was only
me, i'd simply peel the plastic
back from the corner of
the frozen meal tray,
zapping it in the
microwave until it turned
into heated sludge,
but you invite me to the
potluck
where i can pile my plate
high with the rich variety
of your grace, and go
back for as many helpings
as i want of your
abundant life.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
i can find the meatloaf
slathered with catsup
(the directions for which are
tattered and grease-stained,
held in the recipe book by
the cracked, clear plastic
envelope);
in the middle,
i come across the
carrot-and-raisin salad
the 9-year-old boy learned
how to make
from his great-grandmother,
before she went to the hospital
for
(what proved to be her last)
stay;
years ago,
having tasted the lemon pie
created by the Shakers, Maud
went home and experimented
until she created a
near-perfect copy
(only without all that
sugar)
and she places it lovingly
on the dessert table, next to
the pitchers of cold milk,
the coffee perk-perking along,
lemonade for the little kids
and water for the purists.
if it was only
me, i'd simply peel the plastic
back from the corner of
the frozen meal tray,
zapping it in the
microwave until it turned
into heated sludge,
but you invite me to the
potluck
where i can pile my plate
high with the rich variety
of your grace, and go
back for as many helpings
as i want of your
abundant life.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
(Luke 24:13-35)
lost,
i take
a shortcut just
down this alley,
where anger
and agony come
tagging after me;
wandering,
i explore the wide avenues
of the world,
whose hope
has been potholed
with despair;
wondering,
i glance at the map,
and stumble down
the next street,
only to find sin
standing in every
doorwary,
enticing me with its
fingers sticky
with temptation;
then we turn down
Emmaus Road,
where the aroma
of fresh-baked grace
wafts out each window,
and, tapping me on the shoulder,
you shout, 'go!'
and race me
home.
(c) Thom M. Shuman
i take
a shortcut just
down this alley,
where anger
and agony come
tagging after me;
wandering,
i explore the wide avenues
of the world,
whose hope
has been potholed
with despair;
wondering,
i glance at the map,
and stumble down
the next street,
only to find sin
standing in every
doorwary,
enticing me with its
fingers sticky
with temptation;
then we turn down
Emmaus Road,
where the aroma
of fresh-baked grace
wafts out each window,
and, tapping me on the shoulder,
you shout, 'go!'
and race me
home.
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, April 07, 2011
lazarus (John 11:1-45)
handcuffed
by those foolish
fears
we have of being
left on our own,
swaddled
in the cool enbrace
of our misunderstandings
about why he came,
hampered
by the chains
of sin and death
dogging him every
step,
he stands weeping at
the now-empty tomb
until
he hears the Voice
cry out,
'unbind him and let him go . . .
. . .to Jerusalem'
and he turns
and goes,
hoping not to
stumble
along the way.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
by those foolish
fears
we have of being
left on our own,
swaddled
in the cool enbrace
of our misunderstandings
about why he came,
hampered
by the chains
of sin and death
dogging him every
step,
he stands weeping at
the now-empty tomb
until
he hears the Voice
cry out,
'unbind him and let him go . . .
. . .to Jerusalem'
and he turns
and goes,
hoping not to
stumble
along the way.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
piano man (John 3:1-17)
at the bar, where he's
been nursing his wounds
after a long bored meeting,
Nick pushes himself to his feet
wandering over to
the cigarette-scarred
piano,
where Jesus is
slowly plinking
out
'in the still of the night'
putting a dollar
in the chipped glass,
he begins to chat
with the guy
who can do wonders
with just a few notes;
nodding slowly,
listening carefully,
Jesus looks up
and smiles:
"my man,
you need a new dance partner,"
pointing to the corner
as Nick turns,
he sees Spirit
waiting for him with open arms;
"but, Nick," Jesus whispers,
you gotta let her lead . . ."
as he swings into
a blues version of
'i could have danced all night'
(c) 2008 Thom M. Shuman
been nursing his wounds
after a long bored meeting,
Nick pushes himself to his feet
wandering over to
the cigarette-scarred
piano,
where Jesus is
slowly plinking
out
'in the still of the night'
putting a dollar
in the chipped glass,
he begins to chat
with the guy
who can do wonders
with just a few notes;
nodding slowly,
listening carefully,
Jesus looks up
and smiles:
"my man,
you need a new dance partner,"
pointing to the corner
as Nick turns,
he sees Spirit
waiting for him with open arms;
"but, Nick," Jesus whispers,
you gotta let her lead . . ."
as he swings into
a blues version of
'i could have danced all night'
(c) 2008 Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, March 01, 2011
a handfull (Matt. 17:1-9)
if it was only
in the mist-ery of
unknowing,
we would never have
enough
knowledge to understand
what in the world
is going on with you;
if it was only
the thundering voice
echoing off mountain
walls,
we could never have enough
silence to hear you;
if it was only
in the sun and stars
heaving and
twisting
in birth's throes,
we could never have enough
light to see you.
but in you
coming
to touch us with
a gentle hand
on the shoulder,
lifting us to our feet, whispering
'don't be scared! look...'
as you point to
God
standing in the kitchen,
flour freckling the calloused hands
kneading the dough &
shaping it into life
all too easily broken,
while watching the Spirit
merrily stomping down the
grapes of wonder,
laughing in delight
as grace stains the hem
of glory's garment.
a crumb
a sip,
a handful of
God
and that's more than
enough.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
in the mist-ery of
unknowing,
we would never have
enough
knowledge to understand
what in the world
is going on with you;
if it was only
the thundering voice
echoing off mountain
walls,
we could never have enough
silence to hear you;
if it was only
in the sun and stars
heaving and
twisting
in birth's throes,
we could never have enough
light to see you.
but in you
coming
to touch us with
a gentle hand
on the shoulder,
lifting us to our feet, whispering
'don't be scared! look...'
as you point to
God
standing in the kitchen,
flour freckling the calloused hands
kneading the dough &
shaping it into life
all too easily broken,
while watching the Spirit
merrily stomping down the
grapes of wonder,
laughing in delight
as grace stains the hem
of glory's garment.
a crumb
a sip,
a handful of
God
and that's more than
enough.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Friday, February 25, 2011
alterations, no charge (Matthew 6:24-34
last night,
i hung up my worries
in the closet,
hoping the wrinkles
would smoothe out
by the next day;
i put my fears
into the laundry,
so they would
be clean enough
to wear again this week;
i made sure that
pebble called stress
was still in my shoe,
where it has worn
a hole into the heel.
but this morning,
when i opened the closet,
i found
a whole new outfit,
woven out of
Easter lilies
and resurrection's
sweet grass
and sandals
made out of
sparrow's feathers.
turning,
i found you
standing there,
a tape measure
around your neck,
chalk in your hand,
saying with a smile,
'try them on . . .
so we can see
if any alterations
are needed'
(c) Thom M. Shuman
i hung up my worries
in the closet,
hoping the wrinkles
would smoothe out
by the next day;
i put my fears
into the laundry,
so they would
be clean enough
to wear again this week;
i made sure that
pebble called stress
was still in my shoe,
where it has worn
a hole into the heel.
but this morning,
when i opened the closet,
i found
a whole new outfit,
woven out of
Easter lilies
and resurrection's
sweet grass
and sandals
made out of
sparrow's feathers.
turning,
i found you
standing there,
a tape measure
around your neck,
chalk in your hand,
saying with a smile,
'try them on . . .
so we can see
if any alterations
are needed'
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, February 17, 2011
satyagrahi* (Matthew 5:38-48)
you invite us
to walk the streets
of the world,
using those muddy paths
marked 'kingdom'
so that when one acts
with violence
towards us, we will
take gentleness out of
our clenched pockets,
to balm the hand injured
by our face;
so when one hauls us
into small claims court
trying to get half
of what we own,
we will strip our homes
of everything, loading it into
their empty souls;
so when we see a homeless
family sitting by the
side of despair,
our generosity will turn
anti-panhandling laws
into toothless
folly.
what a dangerous invitation
you send to us!
how will we rsvp?
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
* a satyagrahi is a practitioner of satyagraha,
the soul-force or firm love advocated by Gandhi.
The purpose of satyagrahi is not to shame or
coerce the practitioner of oppression, violence,
or other manipulative acts, but to convert them
by one's practice of active non-violence.
to walk the streets
of the world,
using those muddy paths
marked 'kingdom'
so that when one acts
with violence
towards us, we will
take gentleness out of
our clenched pockets,
to balm the hand injured
by our face;
so when one hauls us
into small claims court
trying to get half
of what we own,
we will strip our homes
of everything, loading it into
their empty souls;
so when we see a homeless
family sitting by the
side of despair,
our generosity will turn
anti-panhandling laws
into toothless
folly.
what a dangerous invitation
you send to us!
how will we rsvp?
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
* a satyagrahi is a practitioner of satyagraha,
the soul-force or firm love advocated by Gandhi.
The purpose of satyagrahi is not to shame or
coerce the practitioner of oppression, violence,
or other manipulative acts, but to convert them
by one's practice of active non-violence.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
wordswordswords (Matt. 5:21-37
the media trumpets
loud and clear
that i can get a hall pass
during my marriage
or i can have a friend
with benefits along the way,
but you whisper the words
commitment
honor
covenant
in those moments of
weakness;
this morning
i was told that the
terrror threat
is as high as its ever
been,
so my suspicion level
needs to be turned up
with that sharp eye
out for packages,
parked cars
certain people (who
might just look
like you),
but your songs have lyrics full of
reconciliation
trust
acceptance;
that little imp
sits on my shoulder and
whenever i find myself
in an awkward spot,
not sure about what i should
say,
he weaves a story
which win the trophy
at the liars club convention,
urging my tongue to give it a
try,
but you keep holding up
the flash card reading
'yes'
pushing me time and again
to get it right.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
loud and clear
that i can get a hall pass
during my marriage
or i can have a friend
with benefits along the way,
but you whisper the words
commitment
honor
covenant
in those moments of
weakness;
this morning
i was told that the
terrror threat
is as high as its ever
been,
so my suspicion level
needs to be turned up
with that sharp eye
out for packages,
parked cars
certain people (who
might just look
like you),
but your songs have lyrics full of
reconciliation
trust
acceptance;
that little imp
sits on my shoulder and
whenever i find myself
in an awkward spot,
not sure about what i should
say,
he weaves a story
which win the trophy
at the liars club convention,
urging my tongue to give it a
try,
but you keep holding up
the flash card reading
'yes'
pushing me time and again
to get it right.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
halite (Matthew 5:13-20)
while there may be
(roughly)
14,000 uses for
salt,
our preference
is to use it
the same way
we have always done . . .
as a
preservative,
successfully inhibiting any
chances of
growth;
but you,
knowing that
we carry within us
particles from
creation's seas,
would have us
enhance
the world
around us.
we've removed all those
bright, old-fashioned,
incarnation bulbs,
replacing them with
CFLs
(ContemporaryFaithLite)
anticipating we will
see savings (in the first
year alone)
of some
22%;
but you,
watching the shadows
creep across the kingdom's
lawn,
would have us
turn up the dimmer (all
the way)
on the walls of our
souls,
so others might
be able to
see what your
fuss
is all about.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
(halite is the mineral form salt comes in)
(roughly)
14,000 uses for
salt,
our preference
is to use it
the same way
we have always done . . .
as a
preservative,
successfully inhibiting any
chances of
growth;
but you,
knowing that
we carry within us
particles from
creation's seas,
would have us
enhance
the world
around us.
we've removed all those
bright, old-fashioned,
incarnation bulbs,
replacing them with
CFLs
(ContemporaryFaithLite)
anticipating we will
see savings (in the first
year alone)
of some
22%;
but you,
watching the shadows
creep across the kingdom's
lawn,
would have us
turn up the dimmer (all
the way)
on the walls of our
souls,
so others might
be able to
see what your
fuss
is all about.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
(halite is the mineral form salt comes in)
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
baditudes (Micah 6:1-8; Psalm 15; Matt. 5:1-12)
i could come carrying the
ashes
of my arrogance,
handing them to
you,
waiting expectantly
(just ignore the tap, tap, tap
of my foot)
for you to
recycle them into a plaque
with my name etched in
bronze;
i could come
with crocodile tears
(running down my cheeks)
about how the world
operates,
even as i continue
to gain from the
predicaments of
others;
i could come sitting down
at the table reserved
in the quiet corner,
ordering the special of the day:
filet of bias (medium well),
mashed meanness,
a medley of injustices sauteed
in herb butter,
followed by apple pie
ala marred.
or
i could simply follow the
Blesseds,
carefully placing
my feet in the
tracks
they leave behind
in the muck and mud,
as they wander through that
kingdom
they can see
with their eyes shut
tight.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
ashes
of my arrogance,
handing them to
you,
waiting expectantly
(just ignore the tap, tap, tap
of my foot)
for you to
recycle them into a plaque
with my name etched in
bronze;
i could come
with crocodile tears
(running down my cheeks)
about how the world
operates,
even as i continue
to gain from the
predicaments of
others;
i could come sitting down
at the table reserved
in the quiet corner,
ordering the special of the day:
filet of bias (medium well),
mashed meanness,
a medley of injustices sauteed
in herb butter,
followed by apple pie
ala marred.
or
i could simply follow the
Blesseds,
carefully placing
my feet in the
tracks
they leave behind
in the muck and mud,
as they wander through that
kingdom
they can see
with their eyes shut
tight.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
slow poke (Matthew 4:12-23)
a dawdler by
nature,
a straggler by
avocation,
i could manage
to lose a race
to a pro
crastinator;
me-lingering through
life,
i barely can
find the energy
to get up and do
nothing
constructively;
strolling down the
street,
stopping at the
outdoor cafe at
the corner of
apathy and inert,
i while away
my hours, making
a cup of expresslow
last all afternoon;
but immediately?
immediately!
that's the
scariest
word
in the
Book.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
nature,
a straggler by
avocation,
i could manage
to lose a race
to a pro
crastinator;
me-lingering through
life,
i barely can
find the energy
to get up and do
nothing
constructively;
strolling down the
street,
stopping at the
outdoor cafe at
the corner of
apathy and inert,
i while away
my hours, making
a cup of expresslow
last all afternoon;
but immediately?
immediately!
that's the
scariest
word
in the
Book.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, January 13, 2011
look! (John 1:29-42)
the weakling
who can
topple
those immense barriers
of distrust and
fear
we have thrown up;
the softie
who can gather
up our tangled
lives
to weave a soft
comforter,
to wrap us in
hope's warmth
against pain's bitter
winter;
the innocent
who sings soft
lullabies,
counterpoints
to the raging cries
of loss
and doubt;
look! the
Lamb,
who takes us
just as we are.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
who can
topple
those immense barriers
of distrust and
fear
we have thrown up;
the softie
who can gather
up our tangled
lives
to weave a soft
comforter,
to wrap us in
hope's warmth
against pain's bitter
winter;
the innocent
who sings soft
lullabies,
counterpoints
to the raging cries
of loss
and doubt;
look! the
Lamb,
who takes us
just as we are.
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
hymn for Baptism of the Lord
still waters
One drop of water from the sea,
flowing your hope into our sight,
placed on our heads and into our hearts,
touching all in whom you delight.
still, your waters run deep in us;
still, your love overflows parched lives;
still, you call us your Heart's true love:
Holy in One.
One drop of water from the sky,
tears of joy on each upturned face,
running down cheeks to fill empty hearts,
so we thirst never for your grace.
refrain
One drop of water from your heart
shatters the flimsy bonds of death;
your Spirit singing softly to us,
quenching our fears with your brash breath.
refrain
tune: OPEN MY EYES 8.8.9.8 with refrain
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
One drop of water from the sea,
flowing your hope into our sight,
placed on our heads and into our hearts,
touching all in whom you delight.
still, your waters run deep in us;
still, your love overflows parched lives;
still, you call us your Heart's true love:
Holy in One.
One drop of water from the sky,
tears of joy on each upturned face,
running down cheeks to fill empty hearts,
so we thirst never for your grace.
refrain
One drop of water from your heart
shatters the flimsy bonds of death;
your Spirit singing softly to us,
quenching our fears with your brash breath.
refrain
tune: OPEN MY EYES 8.8.9.8 with refrain
(c) 2011 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
remnant (Jeremiah 31:7-14
those who cannot
see past the end
of broken promises
will find themselves bumping
into your
hopes;
those who stumble along,
twisting their ankles in
despair's potholes,
will discover you
on your knees,
a trowel in your hand
smoothing out the cement
poured
into the cracks in their
lives;
those who carry one
kid on their
hip, with another
about to burst out,
will be invited
to your play
group;
those who populate
the walls
at proms, and the
young men with two
left feet
will win the ballroom
competition;
those who can't carry
a tune
(and haven't for the last
60 years or so)
will record a CD
with Susan Boyle;
those who always
see their glass half
empty
and about to be
knocked over,
will do a cannonball
into your pools of
pure grace.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, December 23, 2010
we're innocent! (Matthew 2:13-23
we stroll down the
streets,
shoulder to shoulder
with the other carolers,
never noticing the teenagers
huddling in the shadowed
doorways, trying to
assemble their broken
dreams
into that puzzle called
life;
we rush to the
polling places,
eager to vote down levies for
schools,
hospitals,
disability services,
and 'tsk, tsk' at the stories
of cutbacks on art/music/drama,
of scenes of mothers
waiting hours in emergency
to get medicine for
their babies,
of veterans living on the streets
and sleeping under bridges;
we reach for the remote
when the news from the wars
comes on,
missing the scenes of bomb craters
that are now playgrounds for
kids,
of families who search
through the rubble, only
to find their worst fears,
of houses of worship
which are now
battlefields;
we've lost our innocents
and don't know where to
find them . . .
do you?
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
streets,
shoulder to shoulder
with the other carolers,
never noticing the teenagers
huddling in the shadowed
doorways, trying to
assemble their broken
dreams
into that puzzle called
life;
we rush to the
polling places,
eager to vote down levies for
schools,
hospitals,
disability services,
and 'tsk, tsk' at the stories
of cutbacks on art/music/drama,
of scenes of mothers
waiting hours in emergency
to get medicine for
their babies,
of veterans living on the streets
and sleeping under bridges;
we reach for the remote
when the news from the wars
comes on,
missing the scenes of bomb craters
that are now playgrounds for
kids,
of families who search
through the rubble, only
to find their worst fears,
of houses of worship
which are now
battlefields;
we've lost our innocents
and don't know where to
find them . . .
do you?
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, December 16, 2010
mr. sandman (Matthew 1:18-25)
in those soft, hushed
hours of the night,
you dream
of no one noticing
as you slip in
to be one of us,
and a baby cries;
of all the outsiders
being welcomed
as if they
knew the secret
handshake,
and a woman
at a well
feels a shiver
run down her soul;
of pantries in soup kitchens
never being empty,
of shelters being open
24/7,
and a little boy
hands you his lunchbox
packed with
a fish sandwich;
of death
kneeling in worship,
offering all that it owns
back to you,
and Beloved folds up
his bedclothes, and walks
into the morning.
in those soft, hushed
hours of the night,
you . . .
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
hours of the night,
you dream
of no one noticing
as you slip in
to be one of us,
and a baby cries;
of all the outsiders
being welcomed
as if they
knew the secret
handshake,
and a woman
at a well
feels a shiver
run down her soul;
of pantries in soup kitchens
never being empty,
of shelters being open
24/7,
and a little boy
hands you his lunchbox
packed with
a fish sandwich;
of death
kneeling in worship,
offering all that it owns
back to you,
and Beloved folds up
his bedclothes, and walks
into the morning.
in those soft, hushed
hours of the night,
you . . .
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, December 09, 2010
being (Isaiah 35:1-10)
to those
whose hair has
risen
on the back of their
hearts,
we are to broadcast
(gracefully modified)
seeds of hope.
to everyone
whose knees
are swollen and
wobbly
from standing at
two jobs,
we are to be
braces.
to all
whose hands
are palsied by
poverty,
we are to be
gloves
woven from skeins
of food,
warmth,
shelter.
to anyone
whose feet are
blistered
from walking the burning
bricks of foolishness,
we are to be
shoes
which will easily
slip on
for the Way.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
whose hair has
risen
on the back of their
hearts,
we are to broadcast
(gracefully modified)
seeds of hope.
to everyone
whose knees
are swollen and
wobbly
from standing at
two jobs,
we are to be
braces.
to all
whose hands
are palsied by
poverty,
we are to be
gloves
woven from skeins
of food,
warmth,
shelter.
to anyone
whose feet are
blistered
from walking the burning
bricks of foolishness,
we are to be
shoes
which will easily
slip on
for the Way.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
frazzled (Matthew 3:1-12)
so frayed, so frazzled,
so harried, so hassled . . .
it's so hard to get prepared:
just when we think every present is bought,
and unexpected one arrives and,
of course, we have to go out
to buy one for that person;
as we gaze at the outside lights
that have been hung and arranged
(so lovingly, so carefully),
a strand goes out,
and so another trip to the store;
we know the way to the malls so well
we could drive there with our eyes closed
(and probably do sometimes!);
the path to the post office is well worn
from all the trips to mail parcels,
to get more stamps.
Christmas Day draws nearer and nearer
and the activity level increases
(as does our stress);
the days grow shorter and shorter
(since we obviously don't have
enough hours in each one
to get everything done!).
so frayed, so frazzled,
so harried, so hassled,
we might not hear the voice
calling to us:
'prepare the way, the Lord is coming!
his path will lead you
straight
to the kingdom.'
open our ears, Lord, open our ears.
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
the lamb (Luke 15:3-7)
not moving a muscle,
curling up so tight
my nose touches my fears,
nestling deep in the
hollow of
forgetfulness,
i wait . . .
knowing
if i bleat a
word
or make any
sound,
that the mischief
of peccadilloes
which has been
standing quietly at the edge
will swoop
down upon me
and strip my soul
bare;
then louder
than the arrythmia
of my quaking heart,
i hear the soft, familiar
tread of your grace,
and you reach down,
putting me (phobia frozen)
over your shoulders
in a fireman's lift
to carry me
home.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
curling up so tight
my nose touches my fears,
nestling deep in the
hollow of
forgetfulness,
i wait . . .
knowing
if i bleat a
word
or make any
sound,
that the mischief
of peccadilloes
which has been
standing quietly at the edge
will swoop
down upon me
and strip my soul
bare;
then louder
than the arrythmia
of my quaking heart,
i hear the soft, familiar
tread of your grace,
and you reach down,
putting me (phobia frozen)
over your shoulders
in a fireman's lift
to carry me
home.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
leaning, leaning . . .
i am only a little boy:
my first day at school
starts tomorrow;
i'll be brave for my mom,
and not let her see my cry;
but, can i lean on you?
i am only a young girl:
i'll get back on the bus
this week wondering
if the boy who teased me last year
will be in his old seat,
if that group of girls
who giggled behind my back
will still be knotted together;
so, can i lean on you?
i am only a teacher,
not a super hero:
i have good days
and rotten mornings;
i have tears
shimmering in my eyes
behind the happy face
i wear every day;
can i lean on you?
i am only a hypocrite
slipping into my clay feet each morning
striding forth into the world
bent by my skeptic spirit,
hoping that today
i might be bowled over by
faith;
till then,
can i lean on you?
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
my first day at school
starts tomorrow;
i'll be brave for my mom,
and not let her see my cry;
but, can i lean on you?
i am only a young girl:
i'll get back on the bus
this week wondering
if the boy who teased me last year
will be in his old seat,
if that group of girls
who giggled behind my back
will still be knotted together;
so, can i lean on you?
i am only a teacher,
not a super hero:
i have good days
and rotten mornings;
i have tears
shimmering in my eyes
behind the happy face
i wear every day;
can i lean on you?
i am only a hypocrite
slipping into my clay feet each morning
striding forth into the world
bent by my skeptic spirit,
hoping that today
i might be bowled over by
faith;
till then,
can i lean on you?
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
teach us how to pray (Luke 11:1-4)
our Father . . .
when i wander down despair's streets,
and get mugged in the alley of arrogance,
build me a home at the corner
of Grace and Hope
in your kingdom;
your will
is that scratchy hair shirt
hanging deep
in the back of my closet -
nudge me to get it out
and wear it till
it becomes so frayed and soft,
i could never throw it out
with the garbage;
when i hunger
for a hubris-and-selfish sandwich
with all the fixings,
feed me
with the simple crust
of the Bread of
Life;
tempted to charge
all my sins
on my revolving account
with the Evil One,
let me cut up my card
with your sheer mercy
and walk around
with pockets full of grace
to share with everyone
i meet.
our Father . . .
(c) Thom M. Shuman
when i wander down despair's streets,
and get mugged in the alley of arrogance,
build me a home at the corner
of Grace and Hope
in your kingdom;
your will
is that scratchy hair shirt
hanging deep
in the back of my closet -
nudge me to get it out
and wear it till
it becomes so frayed and soft,
i could never throw it out
with the garbage;
when i hunger
for a hubris-and-selfish sandwich
with all the fixings,
feed me
with the simple crust
of the Bread of
Life;
tempted to charge
all my sins
on my revolving account
with the Evil One,
let me cut up my card
with your sheer mercy
and walk around
with pockets full of grace
to share with everyone
i meet.
our Father . . .
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
hard
to embrace gracious
freedom
so eagerly,
that i take on every
menial task
on behalf of others;
to avoid the aisles
stocked with temptation's
empty calories,
but shop in the produce
section of the kingdom,
filling my cart
with all sorts of luscious
goodies,
giving them away
as i walk down the
street;
to follow you
down paths overgrown
with aching loneliness,
potholed with grief,
worn smooth where
those who turned back
walked;
you have asked
a hard thing,
yet i see your footprints
stretching out before me,
and take the first (of what
will surely be many
faltering)
steps.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
miraculous (1st Kings 17:8-24)
when i am down
to my last few drops
of the oil of obedience,
and distractions hammer
at my door
inviting me to come out
and play:
fill me
with that trust
which has no end;
when the flour of faith
is but a dusting
at the bottom of my heart
and sin's silliness
points me
in the wrong direction:
feed me
with that love
which never wears out;
when i put my feet
under the table
for just a few hands
of hold-em poker with death,
and she moves 'all in,'
pull the chair out
from under me,
and yank me to my
senses;
when i believe
there are no miracles left
(at least, for me):
tickle me
with your grace
till i ache
with life.
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, April 15, 2010
get up! (John 21:1-19; Psalm 30)
my burdens, struggles,
worries and doubts
lie on the floor
scattered after
last night's game
of hide-and-seek;
i had to get up
in the middle of the night,
changing the sheets
on the bed, soaked
from the nocturnal
anamnesis
of my foolish
day;
most mornings,
trust hungover the bow,
mercy hanging in rags,
hope slipping off the hook,
i cast out my life,
only to pull in
despair's emptiness.
but there you are
down in the kitchen:
flour all over the counters,
dirty pots stacked high
in the sink,
juice poured,
tea steeped,
hollering up the stairs,
'get up, lazy faith!
breakfast's ready!'
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Holy Humor Sunday
dour-faced
in the presence
of stunning sunsets;
stricken with chronic severity
while surrounded
by gurgling babies;
frozen-souled when touched
by the warmth of
grace;
if we are made in your image,
it's no wonder people think of you
as a grouchy old geezer,
God of Joy.
so, breathe on us . . .
fill our souls with:
laughter which chases away
the long faces;
chuckles which wipe frowns
off our brows;
great guffaws
which shatter hardened hearts;
fill us,
Breath of sidesplitting shrieks,
so we can celebrate
the last laugh on
death.
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
because (John 12:1-8)
because
we have preserved our joy
in manna jars
for the long winter of despair,
storing them in the dark corners
of our souls,
we have forgotten
its gritty taste;
because
we have put a tight lid
on our joy,
and put it in the back
of the pantry,
we have forgotten
how it can tickle
our noses;
because
we are so busy
prattling pious platitudes
about the poor, the least, the lost,
we ignore your words
which anoint them
as your children;
because
we have put up
the shutters and storm doors
to keep your future
from sneaking in,
we have missed
the sweet breeze
carrying your hope
to us;
because
we are who we are,
restore us, Holy Grace,
and make us
a fragrant offering
to the world.
(c) Thom M. Shuman
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
jordan
we sit waist deep
in the dusty ashes,
scooping our dried-up
dreams in our hands,
letting them sift
through our fingers,
watching them gently
swirl in the air;
you come along,
a bucket of warm hope
in your hands,
sitting down next
to us, you suggest,
'maybe if we add this
to the mess,
we can create something
wonderful.'
so veddy proper,
in the top percentile
on the prim-o-meter,
we walk stiff-necked,
straight-backed through life
where you hide around
the corner,
giggling with your lifelong
pal, Spirit, arms full of balloons
bulging with victus aqua,
hoping to deluge us,
until
we loosen up enough
to lose ourselves
in you.
(c) 2010 Thom M. Shuman
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