who forgives God? (Genesis 22:1-14)

when
  in that hedgerow
  woven tight with the
        vines of despair,
           the thorns of loss
           pricking at us,
     we find no ram
     caught by its horns;
when
  we cling desperately to
         each other as our
            child is wheeled
            towards the surgery,
     where her life is placed
        in the hands of strangers,
  and no angel comes
  running down the hall, yelling
             'wait!'

when
        we have mailed the letter
    to that old friend whose
            heart our anger broke
               all those years ago,
       but no word of pardon comes;
when
  the doctor comes into
            our room, but the words
       uttered are not
    "it's benign";
when
  there is no last minute
                reprieve
       in the sentence of
            loneliness
    which has been pronounced
                upon us;

when,
  do we forgive

you?

(c) 2011  Thom M. Shuman